Saying Farewell

Today I said "See you soon" to one of the best friends I've had in my life. It was weird, because I know for a fact I will see her again, but not nearly as often as I used to. With technology these days, we'll definitely keep up with what's going on in one and other's lives. Hey...we both have blogs right here on blogger. It's just that, I've said a lot of goodbyes in my lifetime, and never once have I had such mixed feelings about it. I'm so excited for her and her hubby and the new adventure they are taking on, but selfishly I'm sad she's moving away. I know that I've been weird since the whole thing happened. I feel like I might have accidentally pushed her away instead of spending as much time with her as possible. I guess, since I was always the one doing the moving, I always adopted this "I'm excited for what the future will bring, no time to be sad about it" attitude. I've never really been on this end of things. So in reading this post I hope that my dearest friend sees it for what it is, an apology for being so weird lately, and heart-filled I miss you!